with exo continuing to flourish, there is no deny that the fandom is getting huger and huger and huger than ever. however, we all know there are not much of true fans, as immature fans and biased fans incessantly integrating into the fandom. it is disheartening to witness certain fans merely concern about their bias or worse yet, talk shit about the other members just to put their bias up.
and with exo being split up, it is evident fans are more likely to focus on exo k rather than exo m. while exo m will promote the chinese version, it is understandable as to why people tend to root for exo k more because, of course kpop fans like kpop, by all means anything that is korean-based. they are here to support kpop, or korean pop. oh did you by any chance see exo k's teaser's number of comments compared to exo m? they're vastly different.
this is why i despise the idea of exo separating. at least when they are together, fans would support the whole group instead of "paying attention to either one (subgroup)". at least exo gets paid full attention by the fans regardless of who their biases are.
sm is probably sick of me showing up at their notifications, primarily on twitter, clamoring to put exo as twelve again. i am noted that this is the only way for each member to shine, to stand out and to flaunt their abilities. i really hate to see the underrated member(s) get overshadowed by the popular members. i actually expected this coming but didn't know it would be this time around. i'm not ready ;-;
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Saturday, January 18, 2014
past memories of my deprived childhood
dulu bila balik kampung belah mak, ada dua orang je yang boleh buat geng. yang sorang tu lelaki setahun lebih tua daripada saya (sebenarnya sebulan seminggu je tapi tahun kitorang berbeza) dengan yang sorang lagi perempuan muda dua tahun daripada saya. diorang berdua ni adik beradik. umur saya dengan sepupu-sepupu yang lain are vastly different. they're wayyyy younger. jadi dua orang ni je lah yang boleh buat geng. sepupu belah mak tak ramai, each of us get along very well.
saya masih ingat lagi dulu saya dengan sepupu lelaki tu selaluuuu sangat bergaduh. siap berguling-guling atas lantai lagi setiap kali gaduh. kadang-kadang lebam kulit sebab bekas gigitan. tapi mak saya dengan mak dia cakap kitorang rapat sangat. sangat. kalau bukan kerana dia, saya masih tak tau lagi nak goreng cekodok. sebab dialah saya tahu masak maggi.
sampailah bila saya 12 tahun, masa tu dia 13 tahun dan dia diterima masuk mrsm leaving me and the other aforementioned cousin. lepas tu kitorang jarang contact. bila jumpa pulak, he takes time to adapt himself to the current ambiance tapi tak lama pun. lepas borak borak dia jadi macam biasa balik. tak ramai orang nampak dia punya playful side when he's with me leading my aunts to ponder if we're drifting apart bcause we used to be extremely close in the past. sebenarnya he's a bully. he stepped his giant feet on top of my back while i was laying on my stomach. he pinched my nose real hard. macam nak bengkak seriously. banyak lagi evidence yang dia ni seorang pembuli sebenarnya. tapi dia buli bila takde siapa nampak.
okay put that aside. so sekarang ni bila balik kampung tinggal sorang je geng. yang perempuan tu. tahun lepas dia UPSR dapat 5A dan dia mohon mrsm sama dengan abang dia. sementara tunggu second intake, dia tinggal dengan saya sebab kitorang pergi sekolah yang sama. tiba-tiba dia pun diterima masuk mrsm sama dengan abang dia. on the day she was done packing her stuffs and ready to leave, baru saya sedar, banyak benda dah berubah. kitorang dah berubah, kitorang semua dah besar. soon she'll be leaving for a boarding school. so did her brother. which means lepas ni bila saya balik kampung i'll be alone. yeah alone.
and then just like that past memories of us playing and quarreling came flooding my mind. we didn't merely play tau, dulu kitorang siap masuk hutan sama-sama. pergi sana sini sama-sama. threw parties by our own. yup at the age of 11 (me). bayangkan sekarang ni bila balik kampung i'll have no one. nampaknya laptop je lah jadi peneman.
reminiscing old times never fails to bring tears to my eyes. over the years so many things have happened as i grew up and matured. i still am, though.
saya masih ingat lagi dulu saya dengan sepupu lelaki tu selaluuuu sangat bergaduh. siap berguling-guling atas lantai lagi setiap kali gaduh. kadang-kadang lebam kulit sebab bekas gigitan. tapi mak saya dengan mak dia cakap kitorang rapat sangat. sangat. kalau bukan kerana dia, saya masih tak tau lagi nak goreng cekodok. sebab dialah saya tahu masak maggi.
sampailah bila saya 12 tahun, masa tu dia 13 tahun dan dia diterima masuk mrsm leaving me and the other aforementioned cousin. lepas tu kitorang jarang contact. bila jumpa pulak, he takes time to adapt himself to the current ambiance tapi tak lama pun. lepas borak borak dia jadi macam biasa balik. tak ramai orang nampak dia punya playful side when he's with me leading my aunts to ponder if we're drifting apart bcause we used to be extremely close in the past. sebenarnya he's a bully. he stepped his giant feet on top of my back while i was laying on my stomach. he pinched my nose real hard. macam nak bengkak seriously. banyak lagi evidence yang dia ni seorang pembuli sebenarnya. tapi dia buli bila takde siapa nampak.
okay put that aside. so sekarang ni bila balik kampung tinggal sorang je geng. yang perempuan tu. tahun lepas dia UPSR dapat 5A dan dia mohon mrsm sama dengan abang dia. sementara tunggu second intake, dia tinggal dengan saya sebab kitorang pergi sekolah yang sama. tiba-tiba dia pun diterima masuk mrsm sama dengan abang dia. on the day she was done packing her stuffs and ready to leave, baru saya sedar, banyak benda dah berubah. kitorang dah berubah, kitorang semua dah besar. soon she'll be leaving for a boarding school. so did her brother. which means lepas ni bila saya balik kampung i'll be alone. yeah alone.
and then just like that past memories of us playing and quarreling came flooding my mind. we didn't merely play tau, dulu kitorang siap masuk hutan sama-sama. pergi sana sini sama-sama. threw parties by our own. yup at the age of 11 (me). bayangkan sekarang ni bila balik kampung i'll have no one. nampaknya laptop je lah jadi peneman.
reminiscing old times never fails to bring tears to my eyes. over the years so many things have happened as i grew up and matured. i still am, though.
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